Ironically, My Post for today is contradicting to what I am feeling right now.
To be frank, I was on the verge of giving up of letting it go.
This past few days, I have been on leave from my job to give way on my application for this certain subject I want to take this semester. But somehow, every leave that I will make for this one will be left in vain, either the activity (e.g. Application, Examination, enrollment) for that day will be canceled or move on a certain day.
And today isn't an exception, I've file for leave once again to take the entrance examination and again it was canceled due to: 1.) The number of student who wants to take it is way shorter than the schools required number of applicant, and 2.) We do not have the required documents to enroll for the subject. Well, I can't blame the school, since this subject was not on their curriculum and their only giving way for us to take it, and their only complying on their rules as well.
It's just I was on the verge of giving up of losing hope.
But every time I'll think about it, that I'm doing something to reach my dreams, taking a few steps towards it and somehow I don't want to give up since it was something I really wanted.
Well as my friend says, if you want to get something you need to sacrifice something for you to reach them, and on my case it's my work though I feel bad for my team mates because of my absence they were left to do somethings that I should be doing, but this is something I really want so do your best, because as our preacher said "if it is not for you, you wouldn't want to pursue it and you'll stop trying to reach it."
So Don't lose hope, just do what you needs to do because in the end you will reach it :)
I know there's always a rainbow after the rain :)
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