Well, I just want to greet you, and to tell you that I'm still here, though inactive due to personal matters :D Anyway, since my last update, It is still the same except, a few weeks ago, I attended a seminar regarding regarding Psychology. It was an invitation by my friend, they we're conducting the said seminar. At first, I was hesitant if I will or will not attend, seeing that it was scheduled conflicting my work schedule, nut then I have thought that if I will hesitate, I might loss a great opportunity, to think and to look for what I really want to do. And I'm glad I attended that seminar, it had awaken my desire to pursue my career, That was what I needed right now.
Also I met up with my friends, somehow it reminds me of who I am before I was succumb by my sadness, of my depression. It was an eye-opener experience for me. And as I have said, it ignited the fire in me to pursue what I want of what I am dreaming about. I still don't know what will happen to me in the future, but one thing I am sure is. I will returned to what I really want, to pursue my dreams, I know I CAN MAKE IT. There will be problems and such that I will face, but I wouldn't be scared, since I know SOMEONE'S guiding me on my dreams. ANd Yeah, I still feel depressed with work and I know in the coming days I'll be under a lot of stress once again, but I know I can do this right.
Oh Yeah! My mom told me to seriously look for a good school for my Masters, in which I feel happy. Sometimes I think my mom can only see me as someone who could help her financially, since we have a conflict regarding my dreams while I'm still on Job-hunting. She always force me to apply in works I don't know anything about, in which, I somehow lost the loyalty(?) I have for my mom. Eversince that time, I will consult my dad instead, I'll tell him everything regarding my Application status and such, and my dad was really supportive of what I want to do. He always tells me that "Parents shouldn't dictate their child on what they want to pursue, of what they want to study since it was their life." He also said that " We shouldn't force what we want for our child." So Yeah, I've been extra closer to my dad. But unexpectedly, my mom opened up the topic about my Masters, which made me think, that maybe she wants me to pursue my career as well :)
Well then, till next time guys. I'll try updating again soon. I hope you guys are okay, SEE Yah!!!
GieKaye
